I have suddenly found out the world is huge..well I didn’t just find out it’s more about seeing how much is out there, and how scary it is…Fun but scary. When you have been sick for a long time and you are finally well and knowing you can do anything, you get a bit scared in thinking, Oh gee am I going to get sick again?.

The fact is I want to do so much. I think too much at times. There is so much information and so much stuff i feel like I am becoming an ADD person, or it feels like I have had too much Coffee. Running around and reading and gaining information …maybe thats what i am meant to be doing right now, my brain is starved for knowledge,as much as I have learned so much from being out of order for a while, its like this sudden burst of hunting for the best me I can be. I am sure I will slow down in a few months time, ( will keep you posted with that) and then I will be able to prioritize a bit better. However Happy trails to me

So I have decided to get my studious brain ready for the big league of TAFE, by starting a course , via Correspondence . I am wanting to do another course in which I actually go to a TAFE location, so that will be the next thing i do. Also am writing a book about signing up for the transplant, the waiting and the past few months before i came back to Adelaide,. I am so proud of this. i hope people like it .

Next month I will be starting a meditation class that my friend started. I used to have sessions with her prior to “The Call” and that helped alot. That was about giving me time out from my illness for an hour or so or however long the meditating would last. It actually worked for me . I would go to her place and my lungs would be really painful, then for an hour all that pain would go away. i would drift off to the life I had wanted, or just drift off. It was fantastic. Even though when i woke up it would be fine for another few minutes but then the pain would come back. Even though it did, I felt amazing for that hour.